i'll come clean and say that i am more nervous and scared about this pregnancy than i would otherwise like to admit. while i would like to say that i'm ok, and most of the time i do, i really am getting to the point of nervousness.
we start biophysical profiles on wednesday. i thought i might not need that reassurance this time, but i guess i do. i also need jeff there for me. so we are sending nate to play at a friend's house while we go to the appointments.
we also start seeing our back-up doctor this week. i'm slightly annoyed to be running to this appointment and that one, but i'm also relieved that we have so many chances to make sure things are going ok.
don't get me wrong. i'm not worried specifically about willow. i have no reason to be. she moves constantly and consistently. she has the hiccups, but only once or twice a day. she's even been head down the last few days.
so there you are. and here i am. nervous. a bit scared. but trying hard not to be. trying to stay sane and rational until she is born.
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I'm afraid that worry will always be a part of pregnancy for us. Even when there doesn't seem to be anything to worry about....we know how that ends sometimes. I can't believe you're so close to meeting Willow! The end is in sight!
Beautiful family Halo! Cant wait to see pictures of baby Willow soon!! In her cloth diapers of course!
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