i'd love to say that i'm feeling chatty and want to post, but right now that isn't the case.
all is well with baby willow, but i'm just stressed out and nervous. maybe after she is born i will be able to report all the ups and downs of these last few weeks. none of my stress is directly related to the baby. all of it is directly related to what i will classify as "other crap" imposing itself upon me. if it isn't one thing it is another.
i'm ready for all of this to be done. all i can think of is that maybe if i weren't pregnant none of this would be as bad as it is. but being pregnant makes it all seem that much worse.
so that's all i've got for now. by the end of the week i should have some baby news. until then, i'll be quiet and trying to reduce the stress that is hanging around.
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(((( Halo ))))
I hold you and Baby Willow in my heart...
I just read your post on the Mommies site and I'm so sorry you've got so much to be stressed about right now. No mother about to give birth should have so much on her mind! You should be enjoying the last of your pregancy (is that possible...never having gone full term, maybe I shouldn't say "enjoy" and "end of pregnancy" in the same sentence!) and preparing to welcome Willow into your family. Whatever happens, we'll be praying for her safety and yours, and sending labor vibes your way!
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